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OMG !

hello , i'll start this with screaming and said SHAIIITTTTT !
i love dreaming . i love to dream what i want .
i can sleep for all the time as long as i dont miss the most important part in my dream .
malam tdy tuh ! mimpi buruk ! PALING BURUK i ever had !
shial nye lah ! knp msty you ?!
nah lah ! tibetibe you plak y kat dlm mimpi tue .
siap menanges lagy dekat i ? its that gonna be real ?

haa , jalan crte mimpi tue kay ;

you came from my back , hugged me ..
said that you need an forgiveness form me .
said to me you're loving me and you're crying then ...
formerly leaving me just like that is the most stupid things you ever done .
you're begging in front of me . hand me a bouquet of flowers .
i saw my favorite flowers (dark roses and white roses) there ..
you'd propose me to be yours again ..
im stay silent that time .
waiting for your next act ..
still begging in front of me , you hand me a nice ring .
im starting talked with you ..
said that i cant accept you anymore .
im crying when im saying that to you and hugging you then ..
last statement from me , This is the last of our moments ..
left you there with sadness step and keep crying ..
when im arrived at home i saw you there ..
seat at my favorite place , on my bed .... :'(
when i asked you why you are there ..
i got no answer from you .
i left you again .. im just get out from my house and walking with my weak and sadness step ..
you still following me and try to talk with me .
but still no respond from me .
*some part lupe*
suddenly i heard the door knocked by someone .
i get the door , when i open it ..
"Yeah thats you again ! . What do you want ?" thats my words after saw you there ..
hand me a bouquet of flowers again .
but had a cute card insert the flowers ..
i read it ; hi ? i knew i had done wrong things to you before . please forgive me ? now i realize that I LOVE YOU actually . regretfully , i'm so sorry ."
im crying then and ..... WOKE UP ! caish (!) my cell phone ringing -.-' disturbing lah !

okay .. apa motif mimpi ney ? to tell me that i have to forget you ? or to tell me that all this gonna be real ?!
OMG ! if this is real i cant handle my feeling doe .
*prayed to GOD ; please dont keep this real ! :'( im not to strong to face all this . :'(