20101216

truly regret !

our conversation that morning ..
around 3am ..
start with your text ..


you ; hm ! org na dea !! na dkt dea .. org taley lupe dea .
i ; pegy tydo lah .
you ;tamau :-(
i ; knp ? pk apa smpay taley tydo ney ?
you ;pk dea lah . hmm ..
(im started crying when i read it .)
i ; knp je pk org ?
you ; org tatau . org tetibe je teregt kat dea .
i ; dala , tapaya pk pasal org . bkn pntg pun kan ? so stop thinking bout me ..
you ; org da cube ! taboley lah .. hmm ..
i ; busy kan diry awak dgn gf baru , you'll be find then ..
you ; org tada gf lah .. hmm please la ..
i ; ada kan la klu mcm tue .
you ; dea y na org pegy . hmm .. tape .. bye
i ; dea y da buang org kan ? egt kan ? dala pegy tydo ..
you ; org tapenah buang la .. apa y org maramara dgn dkt dea sblm ney sbb org bintat tue je . dea mcm takenal org plak .. org taley lupa kat dea tau ta ..
i ; yes sya kenal awak mcm mane , sbb tue sya terasa sgt dgn apa awak ckp .. cuba lupakan org . awak boley buad , org tau ..
you ; sorry lah klu ayat org tue buad dea saket haty .. hmm ..
i ; always make me hurt ..tpy org paham knp awak ckp mcm tue ..
you ; haa tau pun paham ..
i ; yea org faham .. and tlg fikir and faham jgk apa org rasa . tlgla jgn suka ckp lepas ekot hati panas baran awak tue .. org tarasa awak tue panas baran sgt kan .. garang doesn't mean awak baran rite ..
you ; org klu menyirap mmg org lepas je .. org taley na kwal dry org ney .
i ; learn how to control your emotion please .. org penat na hadap marah awak tue .. saket tau ta .
you ; *terpaksa blank kan atas sbb our privacy*
i ; *terpaksa blank kan atas sbb our privacy*
you ; hmm , dala org pun tatau na buad mcm mane skg ney .. org asyek lmbt je skg ney ..
i ; lmbt ? mksd dea ?
you ; tade ape lah . org na tya ney
i ;*cemas skyt time ney* apa dea ?
you ; nape ta tydo lagy ?
(choi ! buad cemas jee)
i ; ntah . dala awak tue pegy jela tydo .. tapaya pk pasal org lgy da . rasa nya dea egt apa dea ckp kan ? teruskan bency org .. bye , morning and (i wished to him something)
(few messages kena skip)
you ; tana ! org tabency dea .. org takan bency dea !
i ; awak boley .. (some text missing) :p
you ; org takan bency dea ! paham ta !
i ; dala pegy tydo ..........
........... END ........

motif ? i felt guilty to him cause left him ..
i really need to thanks to God cuase he's not hate me .. and he still love me ..
BUT ! you just prove it just now ! you such a major liar more then i done to you ! awak egt FB tue besar sgt ke ? kecyk je utk buad awak kantoi !

btw to my MSR ; fyi , i still love you and always do lah senget ! patut lah hary tue jual mahal ! rupa rupa nya tipu org lagy ! bagus !!! tahniah yee awak ! org tya jwpn awak tade tade ! rupanya dah ada pun ! tpy sorry org taley bency awak lah . buad lah apa pun .. janjy bkn depan mata org okay or dekat dgn org (y boley buad awak terkantoi)lepas ney boley ?! boring menanges utk awak paham ta ?!

*mengeluh pnjg dgn masalah y tahabes lagy ney(huuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh)*