I have to go for find where were you being now ..

I have to take a look what happen to you just now ..

I have to explain about what I 'd said to you just now ..

I have to make sure you wouldn't face anythings terrible ..

I have to make sure you wouldn't walks alone as me ..

I have to make sure you wouldn't left me here ..

Eventhough , I said that to you ,

it doesn't meant that I want you to leave me here alone ..

I can't standing by myself without you ..

Just believe me now and forever (!)