No more diaries .
No more gossip .
No more hanging out .
No more 'a boy that I love' .
No more crying .
No more afraid to others .
No more laughing .
But ,
I am a writer of my diaries .
I am a gossiper .
I am a pal to my partner .
I am a lover .
I am a weeper .
I am a currish .
I am a friend of jokers .
This is what I am , I'll change everything and anything that can make me better nowadays . Cause now 'she' always here with me .
To helping me never but disturbing me ever .